(The following is a post that I began on my birthday a few weeks ago. I was distracted after I took a long bike ride, and didn't finish it. So...here it is - as often is the case - with my thoughts all over the place.)
If my memory serves me correctly, I will be celebrating my 49th birthday today! Happy Birthday to me. One year closer to seeing Jesus!
Yesterday, Malachi Preston, (aka - our dear little "fella") survived an invasive 8 hr. open heart surgery. I felt like I was holding my breath until I received Amy's text at 4:30 p.m. "He is all done with the surgery and they are closing him up. His heart is beating on its own! He is doing well despite having surgery. We may be able to see him in an hour or so. thanks for praying." Beating on its own. It's a miracle.
For some in the past few years, their miracle didn't come. It may seem strange, but in the past few days I've let my mind linger on the thoughts of those that have gone to heaven ahead of me. Especially those in the past four years: Dad, Krimson Hughey (24), Faith Thomas (6 weeks), Mammie (68 yr.), Jen's cousin, Corey (4 yr.) Jason Mansfield (22 yr.), Josh Gulvas (22), Sean (Funnel's boss - 22?), Chad Finnley (29), Ben Davis (29), Ryan Hickey (25), Kekeli Ayivor (4) and also my dear, Titus two friend, Vicky (58 yr. old) So many of those young men left this earth in the prime of their lives. Soon to join them (unless God intervenes) will be Sam Bish (9).
The dream weeks ago, about Keke, was such a gift to me from the Lord to remind me that heaven is a REALITY! We say it all the time, but it was like an "Aha" moment for me again. How wonderful it will be. In the midst of deep, searing grief, our souls can find hope and joy in what is to come.
As sad as it is for the families left here, the pain of this life is over for these loved ones. Someone once said that thru the pain of losing those that we love, we get a glimpse into the reality of heaven. I find much comfort in that today. Life is fragile, and it is temporary. These dear ones, loved by the Lord, were promoted.
It is good to walk with the Lord, thru the joys and sorrows of today.
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your blog is very encouraging to me, i love jesus with all of my heart, soul, mind and strength and i know heaven will be awesome!
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